fuck! .... Fuck!. in a corner where you live's .... I think you need help .. in a fantasy world with flying carnivorous insects that eat you up slowly and painfully. I do not care ... you have become a paranoid turtle who just wants attention .. fuck ... I was there when there's mind was created I was there, watching. I value there when the skinning you alive. I was there and caught up to you. I helped to destroy your life. When I look back to that day. I regret nothing of what is said to be your lifestyle ...

"squares"

plans ... You are full of lies ....
You will be cracked to your pain threshold.
I see you suffer but I do not care about it.
a monster growing inside of me .. it lives and eats from me.
I get weaker and weaker. until that I am only skin and bones .....

in this world where nobody cares where you stopped appreciate others' presence.
where I live .... where I live ...

falls and falls in the dark. it is a language no one understands ...

and I become more and more away tinted ... in this mirror that is your life...

"windows"

I know the smell of flesh and sweat. I'm used to the smell. I just want to be like you but I get tossed by this deadly turn.
only to realize that I will bump into something worse.
Now ... now I'm seeding .. Now ... now I see who you pain certainly is.
I've known it all before but just been beaten to the side.
you, you think. . .. You think I'm there.
to .. you know .... I'm hurt ..
I .. disappear ... in a hole.
while you luxuries you to the man's body.

"Pain".

I feel guilt....

for all this anger that is around me. for all deceit, impact and threat. I thought I was happy. but no.
in a dark and horrible puddle of shame and guilt, I know what to do.
I get up only to be beaten down, I see everything that nobody believes. I feel hatred and battles that will follow me to the end of this road.

"I´m beaten"